something had to be done

she, she's forgotten me already...

on violence

how I feel has to be hidden.. I have become invisible

you dont wanna hear it...

it's gonna be fine is always the answer...

of course .. I also know you..

and I know this particular type of invisibility hurts you..


im gonna stay away

so I can be myself.. unwell

im gonna stay away so you dont feel uneasy



photo by mara and yulia

emptiness

Snow moon

photo by mara and moon

pinhole camera story board

Hand made Nikon

I just built my first pinhole camera... thank you jackie for posting the link ....

Love?

and who is your audience?

about Love

emptiness
fear
solitude
warmth
loss
desire
smell
sound
delusion
imaginary
harming
presence
absence
extraordinary
domestic
intuitive
real
unreal
abstract
search
tear
reflect
dispose
refute
regain
expansive
residual
saturated
obsessive
grotesque

About Friendship

People forget that I want to disappoint. I want to disappoint the expectations of the one who waits to be amazed.

When you make a decision someone is going to be disappointed because they think they know you.

It is only then that the poetic can happen. It is not about entertaining the spectator, or working for the spectator.

yea.. something like this.. but noisier.. and louder.. much louder..

to suggest

'To name an object is to suppress three-fourths of the enjoyment of the poem, which is composed of the pleasure guessing little by little: to suggest... there is the dream'